I’m fucked! 

My future is fucked! 

Everything I hoped for is fucked. 

Everything I thought I loved is fucked! 

My dreams? fucked. 

My ambitions? FUCKED!

:’(

Why do I have to be such a fuck up? I’ve seriously ruined the best thing that ever happened to me. FUCK!

I’ve fucked everything up, i know you’ll probably never forgive me for it and i’ll never stop saying ” I’m sorry “, But if you could find it in your heart to forgive me, i’d do anything in this world just to make up for what i’ve done. I don’t care how long it takes, i’m going to fix this, all i need is you to forgive me. Laying in bed awake at night thinking about what i did is going to make everything even worse, i’ll begin to over-think it all. i don’t want it get to that point because i’m scared i’ll do something  regret for the rest of my life. I need you in my life, you give my life meaning. I love you so much.